A little better

Well, it looks like things might not be totally over. He was talking about "in the future" stuff (building a house etc..) while we were walking Charlie tonight. That's a big relief for me because when he gets like this, my first thought is that he's planning on leaving me because I'm not doing things right. It all goes back to my self confidence issues. Basically - I have none:-(
The good thing is that I feel better about all of this than I did last night.